Okay must admit, even though i was sick, i still rocked th camp.
1ST DAY! We were all damn tired. yet on th way to th ranch. we saw animals. And me and gloria were like, "OHMYGOSH! GLORIA! I SAW YOU ON TH ROAD!"And Gloria saw a baby cow running, and she asked me why i was running! Dinner was great. Lunch was too. Had some character development thing. At night we slept at 11 plus. Gloria was telling us some stories. Larissa fell asleep first. Followed by me, Cherlyn and lastly Gloria jeevika selvam! My darling. (:
2ND DAY! we woke up. went for breakfast! Than we visted th school. Me and regina had a patner. Her name is fateha rabani! cute girl! She showed us th school. Her hostel, WE HAD FUN! (:2ND NIGHT! - WHOOTS! I was in my italian mode. than people thought i was drunk. because i kept asking i want to know where my horse is. but i just too hyper. And at night i vomited. Ms eileen thought i was really drunk. Crazy! Than after that i was still speaking in italian. people thoughti really went crazy! Than bacuase of my flu! i snored like a pig! At least people can sleep!HAHA.
3rd day! WE WOKE UP LATE! 8 OF US ONLY HAD HALF AND HOUR TO BATH!
Many photos. But have not updated it yet. soon! once figure out how to using my ipod touch.
To: RPI really hope you are okay. And all th texts you send me. Just makes me smile, and cry. I just wish you could know how much i hurt inside. If only. Its not your fault. Its mine. You promised me that things will get better, and you even crossed your heart that you will not fight with him. You crossed your heart. So make sure you try your best. You tell me not to worry. How can i not? You tell me you are fine. But something tells me that you are not. My gut. I don't care if you don't love me. But if i have to get all th pain in this world to let you have happiness. I will gladly do it. Because right now. You are my hero. And i just want you to be happy. I wonder if you know how much tears i have shed, just for you. But how stupid i am not to know that you will never love me th way i love you? Some tell me to tell you. But i am afraid of rejection. Maybe its because we are not meant to be together? But right now. You are really my hero.
Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.
Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, he wears it everyday.
When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.
You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.
Happiness is waking up in the morning and realizing you still have a few more hours left to sleep. Happiness is splashing in to the pool on a hot summer day. Happiness is not being bogged down by any worries. Happiness is knowing someone you love, feeling the same way about you. Happiness is being held by
you. Cinderella walked on broken glass. Sleeping beauty let a whole lifetime pass. Belle fell in love with a hideous beast. Jasmine married a common thief. Ariel walked on land for love and life. Snow white barely escaped a knife. It was all about blood, sweat, and tears, because love means facing your biggest fears.
So now you know how i feel? Hope you do. (:
